please do not work too hard. I want to meet you healthy sometime.I told you please let me know if you need help (i only have problems to transfer money for the next four weeks). You are allways telling me to take care of my body. I want to ask you to do the same.When you tell me you were scared by thunder and lightning. This makes me feel verry sad. I hope you do not try to find somebody else to lean on. Because you can be shure i think about you all the time.And now about the faith in you. I HAVE ABSOLUTE FAITH IN YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I hope you will never find some other boyfriend. But Xue Ying i have to tell you something. I like to make jokes (sometimes on you SORRY). Especially if i feel unsteady and insecure i sometimes try to cover this with jokes .But now something different. I asked you previously when you think you can stay one or two weeks off work. So maybe we can meet somewhere outside China. If you have time to think about this let me know. You might ask yourselve why i want to meet you outside Chine. First it is not so easy for me to get a VISA to visit China in private purpose. Maybe Thailand would be the easiest for both of us.And second the minimum legal age for persons to stay together is 18 years so we could be together without problems. What do you think about this idea?Please answer as fast as possible but take care of your beautiful body. I am waiting for your mails every minute. Sorry.Love and miss you like crazy.